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Hi, love! Welcome to the forum, first off.

I'm not a fan of much music (only one or two songs by each artist I listen to), I also am not a fan of the... "new-age" (you could say) music-- I listen to, mostly, artists' songs which came out in the 1900s rather than the more recent music. I'd say that a couple of my favorite songs are "Dear Mr. President" by Fitz and the Tantrums, "Smooth Criminal" by Michael Jackson, "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen, & "Sunglasses at Night" by Cory Hart.

I have three sisters and a brother (only one lives with me as the others are out doing their "own thing" and screwing themselves over in life). I own a miniature calico named Kitten who is the rudest & most mouthy cat I've met in my day.

I like to code, play around with typography in Ps, photograph, and am fascinated by the mind. I aspire to become a Psychologist in my older age (high-schooler still), majoring in it. I also desire to take Anthropology classes. I recently got a book all about the mind & applications of psychology in every-day life (yay me)-- It contains some fascinating things. I also may want to become a criminologist.

Emoticons & emojis will, some-day, be the death of me.

and 'til death do us part.

proudly spoken ; friends ; ivan isn't the type who will make "friends" on his own. more so, he is the kind of guy that waits for others to come to him with a smile on their faces and the opening line. if they don't come to him, well, he's not going to come to them. he sees it as that it isn't up to him to make friends and that others should do it for him. if they don't want him, they don't want him. that's that. he isn't going to vie for friendship; he will let what comes to him come to him. however, it isn't always this way. if he feels as if someone is superior to him, he'll do everything he can to get in their good graces. he'll find a way, no matter what he has to do.



boldly go ; enemies ; it would be wrong to give him the benefit of the doubt and to say that he doesn't have many enemies. it is only because he does. however, they generally aren't "active" enemies. ivan's enemies tend to be the ones who feel a strong sense of annoyance toward him and wish him to just be gone. he doesn't try to get on other's nerves unless they are getting on his most loved superior's. he is generally does not have the knowledge that others do not like him or even hate him-- he is a bit oblivious to that. 



tattered hearts ; love interests ; it isn't easy for ivan to find a love interest -- he has quite high standards and, as with friendship, does not actively seek out the ones he desires. after all, he is an omega and most would not be caught dead with ivan. the only chance someone would have for ivan to even think about them in such a way would for them to be a male and somewhere above him in terms of hierarchical status. he generally will wait for someone to come to him and then he will evaluate. however, it would take quite some time for ivan to admit the attraction and he'd have to be of full security to even allow himself to evaluate said other.



every fragile ; lovers ; all that applies to his friendships and his love interests apply to who he falls in love with; it would, most likely, be his most trusted and most cared-for dominant. however, the relationship would be the most inappropriate relationship and would likely not even be allowed to happen -- not even in secret. it would be leaked out in one way or another and ivan would be devastated. he doesn't want that to happen to him and he doesn't want it to happen to the one he loves. thus he will, likely, never admit that he even thinks of this other in such a way. he sees this as the biggest decision, the biggest commitment. he very much dislikes to commit to anything and much less make a decision on his own.