Post by ivan. on Nov 29, 2014 14:08:56 GMT
ivan.
THE BASICS ;;Athena
Full Name: ivan seinror.
Gender: male.
Age: four years,
Breed: timber wolf.
Sexuality: homosexual; prefers males.
Pack: Grand Canyon; omega.
Alias: mirrkith or mirrkith the misfit.
DIGGING A LITTLE DEEPER ;;
Personality: Ivan is a soft-spoken man, keeping to himself and rarely stating his thoughts on situations. He is a follower, a man who will easily be dominated over. He prefers to be the submissive on in any kind of situation, unable to fathom that he has to take charge. He is overwhelmed, when dominant over another wolf – This makes him less of an asset to any pack or even partnership than any. However, he can also be very useful, as he has an agreeable personality and is structured upon the fact that others are meant to take the lead for him and that he is only meant to follow in their foot-steps.
It isn’t unlikely for him to be seen as a lost-puppy that is in need for care from others, for most. He is very dependent on others, requiring that they make most decisions for him or at least help in the process – He won’t make any important decisions on his own, no matter how important they may be. When placed in the high-light of a situation, Ivan will immediately turn the light on someone other than himself, usually his most trusted superior. It is commonplace for Ivan to follow his superior or even anyone who he even has the faintest feeling of being subordinate towards to every place they go – Some could say he will stalk them, just with their knowledge of it.
While all of this is true, Ivan believes he has no choice but to listen and to follow through with every whim of the one he has locked onto for their abilities. He cherishes the ones who are above him, in terms of hierarchy or even, simply, his mind, with every moment of his life. Everything he does will be for the ones who are above him, in one way or another. He can be a pest at times and can be loathed by annoyance quite easily, but all of this, to Ivan, is a display of affection. Trying to avoid him will only make him more interested, more curious into the abilities of whatever the person he has locked onto holds for him. He appreciates to be hated, so to speak. But that’s just a delusion his mind has created to block-out what feelings of inferiority he carries with him each and every day. He puts on a happy-face so that others won’t ask him what’s wrong, trying to heal his ever-open wounds.
It is only an annoyance to Ivan, others’ pity for him. He doesn’t appreciate any of the pity others have for him, their attempts to make Ivan at peace with himself once and for all. He could care less if he was told a thousand times that everyone around him was sorry for whatever happened to him that make him so sickly, so broken and so tattered. He sees this as something of an insult and that they’re saying he is weak and that he needs their help to heal himself. In all reality, Ivan doesn’t think that he needs help or that he is sick in any way, shape, or form; he thinks he just needs a leader to make the numbness disappear. He doesn’t need friends, he doesn’t need anybody to think good of him – He just needs to have someone to tell him what to do and when to do it.
He’s like a marionette, only moving when manipulated by his environment or the people around him. He only speaks when spoken to, unless to himself and only does as
History: Ivan’s past is something he will rarely speak about, traumatized to the thousandth degree. However, the right person can get him to speak about it.
His father was a simpleton, an idiot who had no idea what he was doing, creating a child with an inappropriate woman. The woman who gave birth to said child was called Marei. She was a wolf who was high in the hierarchy while Evor, an omega, was the lowest of the low. The relationship between the two was absurdly wrong and unfathomable by the rest of the pack. It was easily said that the two would be exiled. And that they were—Marei lost here rank and Evor was exiled to oblivion as a loner with no hospitality from the pack he came out of. Any other packs that would take him in had to have not heard the news.
With Marei being such a disgrace, Ivan was also hated. He was thought to be a contaminate to the pack’s entire being, a piece of scum-bag trash that couldn’t be looked at for more than a second before everyone else would fall to his level. In this way, Ivan was neglected by pretty much everyone. However, he was not starved as drastically as he may have if the Alpha didn’t take a strange liking to him.
His life was hard; he was tortured and used as a “puppy-play-thing.” Like all omegas, he was used as a toy to relieve stress. However, with having the family he did, all of the wolves went much harder on him than others. When he was only a year old, his mother was executed for her crimes while he watched.
THE FINAL TOUCH ;;
Role-play Experience: i've been role-playing for over six years now and have come to believe I am a literate or intermediate player. I tend to focus more on the internal conflicts of my characters rather than having them interact with other characters. However, I do write, on average, 500 - over 1,000 word posts. I do lack of muse most of the time, unable to write substantial posts and only posting once or twice every week. I also have insomnia. Meaning, I will generally only be online in the nighttime, pacific time.
Where did you find us? an advertisement on my site.
Other Characters: none, currently.
Athena.
