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Post by ivan. on Jan 20, 2015 20:53:05 GMT
Here, have a table:
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Post by ivan. on Dec 25, 2014 5:49:24 GMT
heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.
heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.
heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat. heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.heyo heyo. another one bites the dust, yeah. can't remember the lyrics so here we go again. steve walks down the.. path? warily, brim pulled way down low, machine guns loaded and ready to go. blah blah. bullets rip through the something something to the beat.
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Post by ivan. on Dec 11, 2014 2:33:16 GMT
wide eyes; sweetened lies. all these sadly tangled lives. they cross, they twist, they fall, they rise. all these sadly tangled lives so broken and in despair. irrefutable broken lies sweetened highs and sullen lullabies. children cry, parents lie-- All these things, left in disrepair never true despair. Once upon a times , lullabies, and sweetened highs. Despair untrue-- tattered emotions and fanciful notions. There was something about that place that just made Ivan feel such a sense of security-- Something so calming, that it made him feel as if there wasn't anything else to do but stare. He felt bad. Not for himself, but for everything around him; it never got to enjoy the risks of life. The blades of grass, grains of dirt and sedimentary -- none of it got to enjoy anything other than it and its other inhabitants presence. It was under-appreciated and taken for granted by so many. Ivan never -- in his life -- felt as if there was anything to take for granted in his surroundings. However, with seeing this place, he realized there were so many things he never realized were there that he had always never given to thoughts about before dismissing it! He couldn't stand himself for being so... Blinded.
However, his realizations came to a sudden stop when a female walked up beside him and sat down next to him. For a while, she, as he did, admired the scenery. That was something Ivan appreciated about this female who had approached him and sat in a mysterious silence beside him. She seemed in such a calm state, so perfectly content in herself and everyone around her, that Ivan had to give a second to the thought of who she could be.
Ivan had yet to glance over her after she sat beside him. He cocked his head her way only when her voice echoed in his ears, "It's rather beautiful from this view, isn't it?" His muzzle opened slightly to release a few words but they came out as an inaudible mumble. It wasn't that he was... Captivated by her appearance, her silkily-flowing vocals, or even just her simple being, and that he was too stunned to speak but it was that he had no words that could explain what he thought of this place. It may have been an exaggeration, but Ivan had never come across some-place like this in his life! He was a low-life loner with a past shackled to him like a sleuthing teen interested in what he'd done in the past. There was nothing he could do about that and there wasn't anything anybody else could do about his patheticness. He was a tattered soul, lost and lonely. Nothing could be done to fix him.
About a minute later, Ivan once more opened his muzzle to release words. This time, however, he was able to find something to explain to the female beside him what he thought of it. "Indeed... An already captivating scene highlighted by the sun drifted below the horizon and its deep, yellow light fluttering through-- I'd be astonished if anyone could disagree." He chuckled and snorted slightly at himself before picking up his words once more and saying, "But that would dub me the naive child. However, I can't honestly say much to that. Only that naive is something best played by the pretty-little girls who think they're really something more than... Innocent virgins who could never bear a litter if they tried. Now, you see, I am not criticizing the female sex -- Only the three-year-olds who run around with the thought that they can seduce whoever they want in their heads." He once again paused and let out another, more light-hearted chuckle. "I criticize with a bad, bad analogy and distanced opinions."
He made an attempt to dismiss his rudeness from the female's minds and to even dismiss the thought of him stating an opinion, "My apologies if you find me rude. My name is Ivan."
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tell me it isn't true. let me know it's all a lie but don't tell me why. Esperanza. 619. ♥
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Post by ivan. on Nov 30, 2014 19:23:02 GMT
this is only the illusion of sanctuary. ivan had never expected to find himself in a place such as this; it looked so dangerous and as if it had to take a daring wolf to even step foot on such land! ivan always wanted to be like that, no matter how hard he tried to push the feeling away, his weary mind would just force it back to the surface once more. he couldn't just ignore the fact that he was a naturally pathetic soul. after what had happened to him in the past, he'd best be. however, the feelings of inadequacy ivan experienced dug him into a rut-- one so deep and made of something so hard so that he could neither climb or dig his way out of it. he truly felt stuck in the world, stuck in his metaphorical association of his own lacking a being trapped.
the warm breeze was able to calm ivan from his thoughts. it seemed to be calling his name with its whistling, like a friend long-lost to the male. it was tinged with the warmth of spring-time and rattled with the weight of the coming fall. it felt coarse against his scruffy fur, furthering the tightly mangled mess that was ivan's light-brown coat. his ears were focused forward upon his cranium, tuning into the sounds of nature around him.
there was the hazel-green grass, swaying from side-to-side with the gentle breeze, the buffalo who wandered the plateau, feeding on the grass and other plants, and then there was ivan-- the wolf who silently watched over the seeming-lucidity. everything here seemed to be so peaceful with the occasional bird who flew high above, searching the lands for an animal, long-dead by its enemy. he hadn't turned away or made a move since he first came upon the place; his body was kept at a halt, his eyes the only part of his body which moved to scour the land.
it was truly gorgeous, to ivan at least. he couldn't fathom how anybody could not take a liking to it. it looked like a sanctuary, from where he stood. he could have so easily never moved and just stared out across the land, studying the buffalo and other animals who had made their homes within this land. he had to ask himself if he was crazy to want to stay here for the rest of his life. it was exactly what he was looking for all of his life-- something to look at and say, "that's the place i feel happy at."
after quite a while of simply gazing out over the land, ivan finally moved one of his fore-paws forward and took a step, the grass rustling beneath his paws. the sun was just beginning to dip beneath the horizon, its rays becoming a deep orange shade. most of the animals began to retreat back into the safety of their homes. but ivan did not turn away to find his way to a place he could stay; he continued on, further into the place.
his body was tense, his joints seeming to be locked in their places, and his tail relaxed against his hide-legs. his movements seemed to clearly show his astonishment with the territory. he hadn't been paying attention to his own safety when a rustle in the grass behind him startled him from his trance-like state.
his head whipped back towards where he had heard the sound, his tail raised slightly and his fur bristled. his eyes caught a dark silhouette in the distance as another string of rustling-sounds emerged to ivan's ears. it was small and fat; ivan soon would make what he feared out to be a rabbit. his tail lowered as the feelings of being threatened subsided. he was much calmer now, than he was before when the rabbit had made a sudden movement. however, he was still on edge, as he was caught off guard.
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Post by ivan. on Nov 29, 2014 18:50:23 GMT
tattered and ragged; broken like my own pestilence. It all happened so suddenly-- One second he was there, and another he wasn't. It had been bright only seconds before and, then, it became a dark, winding place of what seemed, to the rather uneasy fellow, pure evil. This place was eerie and gave Ivan a feeling that something sinister was lurking within the depths of the dark area he had begun treading through. He hadn't realized it earlier -- before he entered this place -- that it was a rather terrifying place to be. Less so terrifying than it was creepy. Nothing had jumped out to scare him as of that moment. However, Ivan was sure something would.
If it wasn't the soft sound of his own paws against the terrain or even his shallow breaths, Ivan had suddenly jumped from his skin from the sounds around him. The sheer ambiance of this place was petrifying-- Light didn't seem to seep through the covering of the canyon and, well, anyone who knew Ivan could say he was fairly scared of the dark.
His movements were tentative, his body tensed and his ears forced forward upon his cranium, his nostrils wide and his eyes clearly opened as to allow him to take in all of his surroundings. The fact that it was hard to see and that anything could be lingering around the next bend was what scared Ivan the most -- Not the darkness itself, really. 238. Adelaide. so sorry! my blood-sugar is 306 and it was 361 only about an hour earlier-- Typing is hard with this lethargy.
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Post by ivan. on Nov 29, 2014 14:08:56 GMT
ivan. Full Name: ivan seinror. Gender: male. Age: four years, Breed: timber wolf. Sexuality: homosexual; prefers males. Pack: Grand Canyon; omega. Alias: mirrkith or mirrkith the misfit.
DIGGING A LITTLE DEEPER ;; Personality: Ivan is a soft-spoken man, keeping to himself and rarely stating his thoughts on situations. He is a follower, a man who will easily be dominated over. He prefers to be the submissive on in any kind of situation, unable to fathom that he has to take charge. He is overwhelmed, when dominant over another wolf – This makes him less of an asset to any pack or even partnership than any. However, he can also be very useful, as he has an agreeable personality and is structured upon the fact that others are meant to take the lead for him and that he is only meant to follow in their foot-steps.
It isn’t unlikely for him to be seen as a lost-puppy that is in need for care from others, for most. He is very dependent on others, requiring that they make most decisions for him or at least help in the process – He won’t make any important decisions on his own, no matter how important they may be. When placed in the high-light of a situation, Ivan will immediately turn the light on someone other than himself, usually his most trusted superior. It is commonplace for Ivan to follow his superior or even anyone who he even has the faintest feeling of being subordinate towards to every place they go – Some could say he will stalk them, just with their knowledge of it.
While all of this is true, Ivan believes he has no choice but to listen and to follow through with every whim of the one he has locked onto for their abilities. He cherishes the ones who are above him, in terms of hierarchy or even, simply, his mind, with every moment of his life. Everything he does will be for the ones who are above him, in one way or another. He can be a pest at times and can be loathed by annoyance quite easily, but all of this, to Ivan, is a display of affection. Trying to avoid him will only make him more interested, more curious into the abilities of whatever the person he has locked onto holds for him. He appreciates to be hated, so to speak. But that’s just a delusion his mind has created to block-out what feelings of inferiority he carries with him each and every day. He puts on a happy-face so that others won’t ask him what’s wrong, trying to heal his ever-open wounds.
It is only an annoyance to Ivan, others’ pity for him. He doesn’t appreciate any of the pity others have for him, their attempts to make Ivan at peace with himself once and for all. He could care less if he was told a thousand times that everyone around him was sorry for whatever happened to him that make him so sickly, so broken and so tattered. He sees this as something of an insult and that they’re saying he is weak and that he needs their help to heal himself. In all reality, Ivan doesn’t think that he needs help or that he is sick in any way, shape, or form; he thinks he just needs a leader to make the numbness disappear. He doesn’t need friends, he doesn’t need anybody to think good of him – He just needs to have someone to tell him what to do and when to do it.
He’s like a marionette, only moving when manipulated by his environment or the people around him. He only speaks when spoken to, unless to himself and only does as History: Ivan’s past is something he will rarely speak about, traumatized to the thousandth degree. However, the right person can get him to speak about it.
His father was a simpleton, an idiot who had no idea what he was doing, creating a child with an inappropriate woman. The woman who gave birth to said child was called Marei. She was a wolf who was high in the hierarchy while Evor, an omega, was the lowest of the low. The relationship between the two was absurdly wrong and unfathomable by the rest of the pack. It was easily said that the two would be exiled. And that they were—Marei lost here rank and Evor was exiled to oblivion as a loner with no hospitality from the pack he came out of. Any other packs that would take him in had to have not heard the news.
With Marei being such a disgrace, Ivan was also hated. He was thought to be a contaminate to the pack’s entire being, a piece of scum-bag trash that couldn’t be looked at for more than a second before everyone else would fall to his level. In this way, Ivan was neglected by pretty much everyone. However, he was not starved as drastically as he may have if the Alpha didn’t take a strange liking to him.
His life was hard; he was tortured and used as a “puppy-play-thing.” Like all omegas, he was used as a toy to relieve stress. However, with having the family he did, all of the wolves went much harder on him than others. When he was only a year old, his mother was executed for her crimes while he watched.
THE FINAL TOUCH ;; Role-play Experience: i've been role-playing for over six years now and have come to believe I am a literate or intermediate player. I tend to focus more on the internal conflicts of my characters rather than having them interact with other characters. However, I do write, on average, 500 - over 1,000 word posts. I do lack of muse most of the time, unable to write substantial posts and only posting once or twice every week. I also have insomnia. Meaning, I will generally only be online in the nighttime, pacific time. Where did you find us? an advertisement on my site. Other Characters: none, currently. Athena.
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